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Apr. 3rd, 2011 | 02:56 am

So..... long time no post~~ been busy/derpy/etc and all over the place attention wise. I think I'm finally getting my tagging Mojo back, which is good considering I'd been thinking of Hiatusing Frey only to get Aella out more and....Frey's going to be needed for tagging, I think.

Still, busybusybusy on my end, and lots to do in the coming weeks!

list of stuff I need to get to:

1.Clothes shopping. I need summer clothes, my old ones are worn in places that are awkward. Also, considering I didn't bring a lot of clothes with me period when I moved this time last year.... yeah.;;

2. look into some extra activites besides sitting at home, though I've got some likely ones. Gym isn't working, too much awkward with the sister for us to both go and she's there often and... I really don't want to get in her way. Not with Daisy on her mind.

3.Get a goddamn new knife or find my pepperspray. Ruined the old one wittling that walking stick. Old habits die hard, and intimidation has kept me out of several jams in my life. I'd rather keep it like that. I'm probably gonna start taking the bus again soon and probably closer to evening, so- better be safe then sorry on the I-80. Bad luck streak with the thing? Why yes, yes indeed. Also, it's the drunk route in town.

4. Spring cleaning! Starting this week. Probably do every section of the house, sort my blackhole closet, see what needs to be tossed for room and what can be sorted.

5. Look into san fran stuff. Going there end of this month!
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Feb. 7th, 2011 | 09:59 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

Welp.

Don't think I'm gonna be saying goodbye to my friend who's moving.

I don't really know why, but when I pick up the phone to call her...I don't want to. I'm not sure, we've been growing distant for a long, long time now, and I've never been good with long distance relationships not held up over the internet.

Then again, I'm always like this, aren't I? I'm afraid to see these connections die, and when I see the signs I don't try to pressure things into working because it might make it easier on both them and me, leaving behind good memories instead of a forced correspondence doomed to die.

It's... .Easier to let it happen? I don't know. Maybe there's something wrong with that way of thinking, but we honestly haven't gotten together for real for the past 6 months, and neither of us have made the effort to reach out, and she seems happier that way.

We had good times while it lasted, I guess. I'm not really sad, just.... resigned.

Is there something wrong with me, to think like this?
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PUT GIRAFFES IN THE AIR

Feb. 6th, 2011 | 05:32 am




I SWEAR THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME, GUYS.

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The little things make all the difference

Feb. 2nd, 2011 | 03:41 am




Today was definitely a recharge day. with all the family drama and apartment chaos and appointments and sudden scares lately, I've not had much time to really... chill, aside from blocking everything out with a video game. Today though, I pulled out some old books I love, listened to new music, and read some new asian fairytales. It honestly feels like it's been forever since I've been content like this.

Really makes you put things in perspective, reading fairytales after.... all of this adult stuff recently. I love fairytales and folklore, enough that if putting that love into a paying career was possibly I'd do it in a heartbeat. Alas, society has lost it's love of such things with time, and any potential career choice involved with such things ends up being a labor of love rather then a job you can live off of from what I've heard.

Life is... slowly getting back on track, I hope. things are really chaotic back home, and I'm both thankful for being in my own place and saddened I can't be there to do more for my family when it's needed. I'm not sure how long things can go on like this, but we'll keep on trucking and try to figure out a way out from this rock and hard place situation. It's how we've always managed things, and we'll do it again, it will just take time and a lot of change.

All in all? I refuse to live past 90. Not after all this. I wouldn't chance putting my loved ones through this ever.

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Jan. 16th, 2011 | 05:59 pm

Because it looks fun~



Pick a character and I will give and explain the top five a few ideas/concepts/etc I keep in mind while writing that character that I believe are essential to accurately depicting them.


or


Tell me a pairing, and I will tell you:

1. When or if I started shipping them:
2. What I think their challenge is:
3. What makes me happy about them:
4. What makes me sad about them:
5. What moment I wish had never happened:
6. Who I'd be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:
7. My happily ever after for them:

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Dec. 9th, 2010 | 02:40 am
mood: gratefulgrateful

So~ my mother is the most amazing woman ever. The patron saint of awesome and caring.

To elaborate:

See, I get these migraines regularly because of a hard fall I took last march that made quite a mess, and though they're slowly going away, they still make it really hard to move around every once and awhile. Today and yesterday were a pretty icky one, stuck inside because of dizzy and wet. So I called up my mom after an hour of debating, and asked if she could please pick me up something from walgreens I reallllly needed to pick up today.

She arrives an hour later, with not only said item, but milk, chicken, a loaf of seasoned bread, and three fresh baked cookies from a batch my sister was making for lulz. ;_; I love you mom.

And now, at 2:30 am I feel like I'm good to go. \o/ Tomorrow? Christmas shopping with said mom and sister. I seriously love my family sometimes.

Also, meme~!

Reply to this post and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. ♥ Then you must post the same in your journal.


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Dec. 6th, 2010 | 02:58 am

I do believe I'm sticking to short memes from now on. I fail at those posting 10 days straight things;;; So~~




Ask me about any one of my roleplay characters (presently in a game or otherwise), and I will pick one (or all, or two, or as many as I want) of the following to tell you:

(a) three facts about them from my personal headcanon.
(b) a reason they're amazing.
(c) five things that I'd like to see happen to them.
(d) three people that I might ship that character with and why.
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Nov. 28th, 2010 | 03:44 pm

Missed the last two days~ think I’ll do the other one later today.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. BUT PROBABLY NEVER WILL.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
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Also-
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Nov. 26th, 2010 | 02:26 am

That meme thing most of my Flist is doing.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. BUT PROBABLY NEVER WILL.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession. 

most of these people are just... off the top of my head. and most aren't on LJ.

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AKA: Alisa is a blunt bitch and couldn't care. |D
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bracing self-

Nov. 24th, 2010 | 07:08 pm
location: [Vocaloid musicbox] story of evil
mood: tiredtired

Icon relevant.

Ah, holidays. The only times of the year I have to spend with my mother's asshole friends.


And they're here for thanksgiving this year, GDI. I can avoid them more because I moved out, but holidays? I have to deal with Jim's smug face and lame ass jokes. Bastard.

Ehhhh. In other news, I think I'm getting sick. Maybe if I'm in bad enough shape tomorrow I can stay home. For once, I really am hopeful the change of seasons bug bites hard. At least so I don't lunge over the dinner table and punch someone's insensitive lights out. Is it really that hard for him to keep his mouth shut and be nice instead of critiqueing everything I say and do and never backing down? I'm 21 and I act more mature then he does.

Might just derp on tags the rest of the night. Not really feeling them today, unlike yesterday and the day before.

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